Heart Of Destruction

Heart Of Destruction - Ferron

I've walked through your towns

Many times I've been looking for something

That wouldn't be found

I stayed wistful, denying the reason.

Looking out, it was always outside me,

Looking in, it was more than I wanted to see

Ever doubtful that life had its seasons

And spices and chances and places for me to be

But I won't be a heart of destruction

I won't be a part of the pain, I won't play

I quit, I won't be the obstruction

That gets in my way, just gets in my way.

We like to think we've got time
I know I've had more than I needed
For lots of worry and wine
When the truths came I just wasn't listening
I was always waiting for something left wanting
Forever wanting for something I'd thought of before
Just thinking in a way I had learned to
Unaware that my way was the way to a closed door
But I won't be a heart of destruction
I won't be a part of the pain, I won't play
I quit, I won't be the obstruction
That gets in my way, just gets in my way.

I took some time alone
Sitting quiet it all came so simple
I just let go
Underneath was a love that was crying
"Let me out, I am what you are needing now,
"Let me out I am more than your wandering self
"Let me out, how long must I plead with you?
"You're more than yourself, much more than your big self.

The world is round
The people on it are all looking for something
And it's bound to be found
Because it's something inside of us anyway
We're more than we think when we're thinking small
We're more than we planned when we planned that we'd be
Through Fate there's a balance that's coming
It's coming for you, and it's coming for me too.
And we won't be a heart of destruction
We won't be a part of the pain, we won't play
We'll quit and forgive the obstruction
That gets in our way, it just gets in our way

If you've got a long road
Take it with a light load
Spirit let your love come through
Give it everything you could
Take back everything that's good
Spirit let your love come down.

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